first i think this day going out wit family should be enjoying...but now i really get into a weird mood...

  i dunno y i keep on got d feel like my dad won't show much praise on me if compare to my 2 younger sis...he always like using another kind of way treating me...i know he wan me good but can he be a bit more gentle??? i really felt bad...although i saw some action which showed he really love my like this time he kena gantung lesen is becoz of me involve in d accident last year. but stil i can't persude myself after saw how he treat me in daily....sometimes he treat me well...sometimes haiz... lazy to mention oso...d way he talked to me i dunno how to say... in his eyes, seem like most of my decision is always wrong... d more i wan to show i'm grow up.. d more negative feedback i get...i dunno i really dunno...

  for now i feel wan cry... dunoo y...jz some easy things but he let me feel bad... maybe is my mistake...maybe is i sensitive....i dun wan to think liao...now i jz wan to think how i calm down my this bad mood be4 enter to practise my dance.... i dun feel wan share any problem wit him....y he can treat others so well and full of patiant but not me??  y?? can he tell me??? y he always think i'm wrong????(or maybe is let me feel i'm wrong?)