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August 28 友情一段友情：
曾经大家是多么的好，
突然这友情开始淡化了。
开始时，
欺骗是自己多心，
欺骗是自己太敏感。
告诉自己是自己的问题不是对方。
整天闷闷不乐，
让知己担心了自己。
这段友情
尤如一场风雨，
来得快，去得也快,
来无踪，去无影。
这段友情只是点缀人生的小插曲而已。
现在大家就像陌生人，
两位熟悉的陌生人。
可能是注定成为陌生人吧...
现在，发现了还有更多友情幼苗值得去浇水施肥。
放下了等待，
放下了期待，
更放下了忧闷的心情。
这段友情
现在剩下的只是深锁在内心一处的回忆。
有美好的 、当然也有着触动会伤痛的...
友情幼苗需要的是：
信任为水分
尊敬为空气
关怀为阳光
再加上风雨的考验，大家合心一起渡过。
最后成长成大树。 先苦后甜好吗？转眼，学校一年一度的舞会又要来临了。好兴奋哦！我倒是第一次被人邀请成为舞伴哦，满期待的....
今年，舞会落在这个来临的星期五，好事是舞会的到来；坏事嘛就是早上还得拼了命考数学（一）。
老师说这是先苦后甜，这样会更享受舞会。怎么会这么巧合呢？
天啊！真的是哭笑不得了！
今天与2位担任我这次舞会造型设计的朋友去买首饰，真的很谢谢你们。没有你们，我想我应该又落得六神无主吧...
不过，很可惜的是上次我看上眼的那条项链被人买了。
 好伤心哦...所幸的是最后还是买到了一条自己满意的项链，但是还是比不过第一次看到的那条花花项链。心痛心痛！在看看我还缺乏些什么，看来剩下比较棘手的隐形眼镜了。这真是很很大的问题哦....
好难想象星期五，我的打扮会是怎么样的。我的两位设计师看来是要我跑古典路线了。
希望整体打扮，我的舞伴会喜欢吧！(朋友，你不喜欢也没得选了因为我的造型是你有份设计的〕
希望我为朋友准备的惊喜能为她带来快乐和难忘的回忆。
期待那天的到来...另一个我：“不好哦！考试也会一起来的，别忘了哦！” August 20 感觉好迷惑 ~w~假期的到来，并没有让我有太兴奋的感觉。只是觉得这是暴风雨前的宁静，因为再过89天吧就是STPM的考试了。这两年内，老实说，我花了许多时间在玩乐方面，不知道是不是对科目没信心而放弃的表现还是自己太贪玩了。过了这关就要慎重考虑以后我要做些什么了。 感觉好烦恼哦！！！现在心里严重缺乏自信心及安全感，精神开始紧绷起来了。我有点不知道该如何做或前进，在思考自己是否做对了选择....对还是错????心里期待的是不是跟我选择的一样呢？我不知道....现在最希望可以找位朋友完全的告诉他我的感觉，不过他又能帮助我多少，我能对他的坦白又有多少呢？自己对朋友们的依赖太强了吧？而且就像这情况简直是“盲人帮盲人”。平时都不爱向父母倾诉自己的问题，现在要开口也好沉重。他们也未必了解我最想说些什么。若我选择了我有兴趣的科目，我相信应该很难找一份工作。算了！我现在不想先了。（又再次逃避） 天啊！！！！我要怎么做才能改掉逃避的坏习惯？？？！！ August 13 shopping day...hehe.... today go shopping wit a geng of good friends..
eh... soli for late coming out meet u all coz sudden be4 i go out stomach pain so..hehe u know lar ha..
very very thanks to u all today... u all really give me a very nice and enjoyable day..
when trying d dress in d shop really enjoying although at last i'm back wit empty hand not (actually got buy an eye shadow lor at sasa)
san, u look prefect when wear tat dress! can't wait till tat day u wear and sing at d stage... hope ur partner will like ur dressing ... then we can take many many photos before and after prom
when thinking back we took d sticker photos at sungai wang i will look non stop at d photos although not tat "gou kap" but this is d first time took wit u all wor...not bad not bad..
i sure will keep in my small memory box coz u all so good to me. if not, oso won't call as good friends lar,rite?
i feel tat we re so geng ar.. from sungai wang walk till midvalley... wat a long journey o...( in shopping centre)
now left accesories and hair style not yet decide, hope can find a cheap and nice saloon to do it lar..
if u all got confidence on me i can try for u all de...
hehe.. oopps, late liao i better stop here first...
bye bye.. good night sweet dream... i think three of u olide sleeping now.. kiki...
impossible happensince yesterday till today , i know i'm facing all kind of impossible stuff...
first d141 bus tat i wan to take need to wait very long de but yesterday when i reach bus stop not more than 5 minutes it appear..
d main point is yesterday i dun wan to take tat bus but wan to take 55 to my friend house..
haiz...yesterday ard 7pm my friend and i start to wait bus at d main bus stop but untl 8pm oso dun hav a metrobus come in or go out..
so we decided not to go tuition.. i started to call my cousin to fetch me.. who know everyone is busy wit their own buisness...
ok now i try to call fir a taxi.. but...but... after calling a few company there is no taxi... Alamaak!!! will it be so "lucky" meh?
NO bus then no taxi... wat happen lar??? tell other i dun think ppl will believe wat happen to me... tat is almost impossible de...
wat to say???!!!! who believe me????!!!! My parent oso got a bit not trust on wat happen on me!!!!!
tat make me feel dissapointed..
today after school, when i on d way to d bus stop, sudden a car pass by and d driver drive very fast .next second is d water splash on me... er!!!! y am i so cham de??
who can tell me?? i really get mad tat time... simply scolding in heart... wat is going wrong??
everything seem so wrong today....
after d tuition at kl, at last can go back to my home sweet home.... but d stuff not jz doing such smooth..
i quarrel wit my mum some more ... haiz... August 08 cLeAn & ClEaR...at last i cleaned up my study table... hahaha.... feel so great wit it...
before this, my study table having few mountain of books in front and beside me this make me so tension.
when look at the mountains im front me i feel like d stress oso heavy like mountain..
STPM coming near but i stil like playing and fooling ard... er... feel bad for tat..
but at least lar i'm now not tat busy in activities.
is time to be back home early to study and keep myself away from this msn messenger
but d attraction is too big, always i'll give up to study and come near d computer and start my chatting and being a 7+1 ppl..
haiz.... August 01 a post from frez...I LoVe U!!
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